:::::::SMILE WITH ME:::::::

What you waiting, What you waiting, What you waiting for

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 23:40:52 GMT

This weekend I went with Clarissa, her lil' bro, April and her baby to Applebees...Crystal and Gina showed up cause it was Gina's b-day yesterday so we ate together. Then we went to Frankie's that place is pretty cool except for a certain little bitch that works there. After a while Frankie T. and them showed up then after a while Mike C. showed up ........................to those of you who dont know Mike was my "BoyFriend" for like 3 years and our relationship sucked it was him cheating on me and us breaking up and making up, and I was hopelessly in "love" with him - Matt changed all that - So he calls me every now and then with hopes of "getting me back", seriously I dont think he ever had me. He sucks and Im still trying to get him to see that .................... Anyways it was a fun girls night out. Then on saturday I just went to Matts and we watched movies and played splinter cell all night. Thats pretty much it.

April's beautiful baby: Melody

<3Jeannette

TaKe A cHaNcE YoU sTuPiD HO!!!!

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 22:10:36 GMT

And I developed the film and printed them myself, I love my photography class!:)....they look really dark cause I took pics of them with my digital camera.

So I went to Ricky's last friday, it was awesome!! there was so many people there it was like a huge reunion. I miss high school so much, everything was so much easier and everyone was closer.

22 more days till X-mas!! and 23 more days till my B-day and I'll finally be18!:)... and then everyone else is going to turn 19, Damn!

Call me if you know of any parties: 857-4821

<3Jeannette

Yes, I finally updated... and its long too:p

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 05:34:37 GMT

Here is what Ive done:

I went to Sparta with Jimmy and saw my cousin Kitzia and her bf... I got thrown in the mosh pit and thrown out by my bodyguard Jimmy, unfortunately I got elbowed on my jaw by some dumbass, it hurt.

Ive been offroading alot, I love my Jeep its pretty hardcore.***If anyone ever wants to join me for a ride, just ask.

Last weekend I went to Rudy's party it was fun, until some gangstas started fights and ended up throwing bottles...which is never good...one hit rudy in the head and since he was fucked up it knocked him out, he was bleeding and all bruised up on the floor, it was horrible:(

This past weekend I went to Capones with Clarissa and April, it was alright. Went to Ryans it was fucking cold then it got raided so that sucked. So me and Matt just chilled at his house.

Everything is the same with Matt were fighting one minute and very happy the next, I still love him alot though.

I miss you guys!!!!!(Crystal and Angela and tell Gina I miss her too)

***New SN: StarsFckHearts

<3JEANNETTE

My very sexy Jeep

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 00:30:12 GMT

Thats right! Eat your hearts out, Bitches!!!

Matt: "I cant wait to fall asleep and wake up next to you...when that happens my life will be complete" Now tell me thats not love:)

<3Jeannette

It sucks when you get youre internet taken away

Sat, 04 Sep 2004 04:02:51 GMT

Anyways, here's what Ive been up to:

Aww... Famous' last show, I went with my lil' sister

At a party with some very cool girls, ha!

At my love's b-day party. . . Isn't Grisel Hot?

Doing my COLLEGE homework

So lets talk about college"community" hmm...just like high school except you have really dumb old people in some of you're classes.......... what else? my photography teacher is a really cool hippie kind of guy, and my psychology teacher is pretty cool and they are like the only cool people in all of my classes..........There is alot of people walking around with those very annoying nextel phones.....oh yeah! everyone smokes a ciggarette while walking to class :::headache::: since when does everyone smoke?

<3Jeannette

Its been forever!!!

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 18:39:23 GMT

This has been my summer... so far:

*stopped showing up to work @ Marble Slab and I quit Cold Stone___oops! haha

*went to LA, Las Vegas, Grand Canyon, and Alpine

*the most amazing view of stars I have ever seen is in the Apache forest in Alpine...seriously, its breathtaking

*been spending alot of time with my love Matt, he's so great

*went to warped tour and got Slug's and Mr. Dibbs autograph :)

*been filling out alot of useless paperwork for community

*my cousin had her baby last thursday, her name is June Marie, she's adorable!!

*stupid pussy gangsters that only back up their claim to their "hood" by throwing shit from a distance and destroying truck windows then running totally suck!

*I saw alot of people that I had not seen in forever at that show, so it was pretty cool

*its all about all of the roller coasters that they have in 6 flags in LA, they are fucking hardcore and badass

<3Jeannette

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 18:24:09 GMT

J	Joyful
E	Exquisite
A	Awkward
N	Naive
N	Neglected
E	Eccentric
T	Tough
T	Talented
E	Elitist

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

Thursday's show at Wayside was awesome!!...I had never heard Yarbrough before that, they are really good, actually all of the bands there were badass!!!!

I met some cool people: Myles(cause I had only talked to him online), Eli, Tasha and Alex, and some gangster looking guy.

After the show we went to Chicos. Then I snuck out and went to Matt's house and didnt get home till like 5, it was great:) We sat in his balcony and just talked forever. It was our 1 year and 3 months anniversary.

Yesterday I just went swimming with my lil bro and sis...and stayed up jumping on my trampoline till like 4, it was chillen. I wanted to go out but I just decided not to, whatever.

<3Jeannette

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 07:37:13 GMT

Today was fucking awesome:

Went swimming at Clarissa's with the girls,

had some very necessary girl talk,

ordered some very tasty pizza cause we were hungry,

watched Sex and the City.

Saw my love and had a long talk and some.......

lets just say that he knows how I feel now,

Matt's so awesome and he makes me so happy,

...I love him sooo much!!!

<3Jeannette

Bleh!!!

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 23:42:47 GMT

on friday I went to the movies with my lil sister and on saturday I went to my cousin's baby shower, and I worked on sunday.

I havent seen Matt since thursday....so I have been in a really bad mood.

I want to go out of town really bad, even just for like a weekend.

I want to go out and party but there really isnt anything going on anymore...somebody please throw a badass party.

I got hired to work at Cold Stone when it opens, so Im gonna be out of Marble Slab pretty soon:)

I got my paycheck and I already spend it all, I bought two books last week one of them is about stars, galaxies and planets, and the other is about why we have dreams, and what they mean:) I also bought some dvd's and my dad a present.

<3Jeannette

how do you tell someone you love with all your heart to get a life?

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 05:17:03 GMT

Oh grrrr!!!! These past few days have been hell I keep on getting in fights with my parents cause of Matt and it sucks cause I love Matt and I love my parents...how do they expect me to pick sides?

I do feel that Matt needs to grow up... seriously I mean he has no job, he doesnt go to school, he doesnt skate or play baseball anymore, he doesnt draw or write down flows anymore, he doesnt walk skate or even drive to my house anymore he does shit all day long and its starting pissing me off now.

Actually all he does all day long is babysit his little sister and smoke weed and play video games with all of his stupid loser friends that dont have girlfriends (Hmmm...I wonder why?) and Im getting tired of hearing about it........ I hear it from the whole world.

My parents have never really liked him and they even want me to break up with him if he doesnt get a job soon, that is sooo retarded, I dont know what to do..................... I love him and we have so much history and alot of good and bad times I mean we have practically been to hell and actually made it back.... its just that he really needs to do something with his life.

This week was great:):):):):):):):):):):)

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 08:53:34 GMT

Damn where do I start....

During the week I talked to a couple of people that I had not talked to in a while, which was good:), I watched kill bill vol.1 a couple of hundred times, I snuck out of my house and went to the desert to count shooting stars and do some exploring with my sister, we found a little teepee like object and got freaked out but we destroyed it, went swimming like at 2 in the morning with me lil brother and sister...I also tried to update my lj but I kept on getting kicked off the internet, Grrrrr!!!!!!!!

friday: me and my babe went to his dad's house, we went out to eat and then went back and went offroading in his classic Jeep.....it was fucking badass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like you dont understand we were offroading and it was really dark and we could see alot of stars, it was pretty:) then we got stuck and his dad had to come help us get out of the hole we made, Then I convinced Matt to let me drive it and it completely died, I was sad... but its all good cause we still had alot of fun we were offroading for like 4 hours. Then we drank coffee with his dad like at 12 and talked and I got all hyper cause I dont know how to make coffee with out adding alot of sugar to it:p Then we went to some party, it wasnt that great.

saturday: I went to visit Clarissa cause were best friends and best frieds visit each other:) then I dropped by Ms. Crystal's casa on the way home to see what they were up to, so I ended up joining them on their search for something to do, first of we went to some party with random boys we met at the gas station...but we really only loved their badass car. the party sucked and we went on a journey to some house like in China and on the way there we managed to miss the exit, run over some foreign object "a cubic square" according to Crystals calculations, and kill a very innocent jack rabbit and ended up in the totally wrong place...we got to the party and it was pretty cool met some interesting people and then... I had to go home:(

today: I watched kill bill vol.2 , it was awesome!!...Im obssesed with both of those movies!!! Then I had to work and it completely sucked:(!!!!!!!!!

*ITS ALL ABOUT BEING THE TIGER SYMBOL IN CHINEESE ASTROLOGY!!!!!!!! If you were born on the year 1986 youre a tiger and youre just badass:)!!!

<3Jeannette

Fuck Yeah!!

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 06:34:57 GMT

Wow!!! I just saw Kill Bill Vol. 1 yesterday. Damn! its a badass movie....and I decided that Im gonna be a samurai, all ninja styley with badass swords and ninja moves, just like in the movie and Matt is too..... and we are gonna battle each other, he's totally going down!:) Oh man, he just got some bb guns and he already shot me in my back...him and all his friends got a bunch of them and Im so gonna borrow them and shoot some people, he he!

So anyways, it still has not hit me that Ive graduated...I still feel like Im gonna go back to school with everyone else. I feel like such a little girl, everyone else is partying at Juarez and able to buy ciggaretes and go to strip clubs And Im still not gonna be 18 until December 26....do you know how long that is from now, like 6 months, a little more than half of a whole year from now, Fuck thats just crazy!!!

Aw, tigers are sooo pretty!!!

<3Jeannette

Sun, 30 May 2004 02:44:17 GMT

Aw...Graduation!:)!

the D's

The girls

The trio

Aw Candy and me

Andrew me and Jose

the guys from 6th grade

Jimmy

Aw, Christian, Jaime and Isildor(Doritos)

Sal and Lili

me and my lovely flowers

Matt gives the best roses ever ( I swear they are the same color as the wrapper). Arent we cute?

<3Jeannette

It feels good... to know youre mine...now drive me... far away

Wed, 26 May 2004 06:36:30 GMT

Wow, graduation is so depressing:..( I cant believe that we're finally graduating, its weird...I remember seeing the past seniors graduate and then most of them just faded away... I hope that all of us still talk, its gonna be so sad if we all just totally go our seperate ways. So many memories throughout all of these 4 years with so many people and I might never see these people again:( How about we just stay like this forever just in high school without the bad shit like some teachers and homework.....Oh man and I hate it when its the end of the year and you barely meet some badass people and you feel like you have such little time to get to know them, especially this year... I wish I had met some people a long time ago, Damn it!!

Memories:

Aw, theatre class

Aw, Applebees:).....Sorry Joshy she was all up on the camera.

My party

At lunch

Aw, new friends...look at those beautiful eyes

New friends at the senior thingy

At prom

Me and Clarissa at the senior thingy

AW, TO BE CONT'D...

<3Jeannette

this is me goimg picture crazy :)

Sun, 23 May 2004 01:41:50 GMT

that's me and my babe on the very infamous prom night

that just looks awesome, dont you think?

thats me and my twin Ale

Chris, Mike, John, and my babe at Matt's house

me and my badass friend Joshy cause he visited me at work... Im wearing a cap, eew!

Matt took this picture of my forehead, its funny

Well thats all for now

<3 Jeannette

I hope this works!!!!

Fri, 21 May 2004 23:01:21 GMT

me and Matt at the movies being dorks and whatnot;)

So today was the last day of school...and I got kicked out of my nova net class cause it was packed, and I had already finished, the lady send us to the library and they didnt let us go in there, we were roaming the halls for like 5 minutes and decided to just leave... I left went to go wake up Matt...he was so happy it was Great!!

<3Jeannette

Pick a side, any side, and let me do my job :p

Thu, 20 May 2004 00:38:40 GMT

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Username
The quality that most appeals to you:	Loyalty
In a survival situation, you:	Fight, and enjoy it
Your hidden talent is:	Pragmatism
Your gift is:	A loving heart
In groups, you:	Perfer to act as security
Your best quality is:	Your empathic nature
Your weakness is:	Being unforgiving

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Its over at Marble Slab! My job was pretty cool due to a very unorganized, flexible , understanding, young and cool boss, he's gone and now there is this bitch from corporate telling me how to do my job that Ive been doing since like last august... I think I know what to do BITCH!!... Im really going to quit now , its not fun at all anymore.

MATT'S HOT;) ... AND I LOVE HIM, ALOT!!!

Oh yeah, Im having a graduation party @ my house on saturday...swimming, fun, beer and drinks? yes... But NO DRUGS!!...sorry kids:p Directions: 11950 Rakocy, off of Pullman, between pellicano and vista del sol.

<333JEANNETTE

I loooove Matt

Tue, 18 May 2004 22:06:38 GMT

Yay!! I got my boyfriend back....... Yesterday, he came to my house to sing happy b-day to my dad and he took me to the movies cause I was bored... we havent been to the movies since my birthday, wow thats a long time... and we took alot of pictures, and they are soo cute, I wish I could post them up... and he's been acting so nice its fucking GREAT!! thats the way to do it Babe:)

Damn, this is where I regret saying that I wish I had a perfect bf cause Matt is the perfect boyfriend, sometimes. Well he's my bf and he's perfect anyway:p

<3 JEANNETTE

I feel like such a loser

Mon, 17 May 2004 06:54:14 GMT

Ay, I miss drinking games, hanging out with my girls and just going out and having loads of FUN!!!!! I miss hanging out with Clarissa and going to parties and flirting with the seniors, the really hot ones, you know.

Damn I miss all of that, soo much! I miss my freshman and sophomore and junior year...cheerleading, going out with all sorts of different people, dance, all the parties, hanging out in front of doubledave's....... Man fuck senior year!!! If only I was old enough to go to Juarez with like the rest of the world I would, but Im not, I hate being 17:(

...But then on the other hand I love being with Matt and I have fun being with him, but its just not the same... actually it used to be like in the beggining of our relationship, but now he just likes to chill and maybe its just that there is nothing to do, but its frustrating!!!

<333JEANNETTE

so many questions, so little time...

Sat, 15 May 2004 09:34:56 GMT

I went out with a couple of co workers right now and the WHOLE night we were talking about God and religion, wars and end of world situations they are psychos.............and we kept on arguing about whether you or not can question God? I just think that everything happens for a reason cause God has layed out a path for you, that path has different roads but not different outcomes.

and then the question is everything in the bible true? came up...because man wrote it and men do make mistakes and how are we supposed to know that God really said everything that is written in it? what about freewill? wouldn't that give us, as humans, the right to live life to the fullest and think and say and question what we want?

and then another question came up about where we go when we die heaven or hell? because if you sin and almost everyone does then you dont go to heaven but then there would be like 2 people in there, so there has to be more to it than that. then the question of what happens to us when we die. then wheter death is really the end or the start of something new? then the fact that we dont need a bible, church or anything to believe, much less have a relationship with God was brought up.

Then the question of God existing and what he looked like came up because there cant be like 36 billion gods out there. and then the ? of are we even the only planet out there? then who created the universe since God only created the world? should we blame God for the bad as well as the good?So many questions my head's starting to hurt

Whatever, this all started because we were talking about Bush and the war and then all wars and then prophecies and then all sorts of arguments and subjects came up. And because Debo is a hardcore metal head that likes to question things and Becky is a very devoted christian, they started arguing for hours, and I had to listen to them and now Im scared.

*****Good luck Crystal and Gina at Patriot try-outs!:)

**I miss my boyfriend:( I dont know what Matt did to him but I want him back NOW!!!

Good night,

JEANNETTE

GRRR!!!!

Fri, 14 May 2004 22:31:59 GMT

Ok, so I called Matt right now and he told his sister to tell me that he'll call me back later... then I said "umm I go to work right now" and she told him that and I hear him yell back "just tell her that Ill call her back later".... WHAT THE FUCK is that supposed to mean?

Im soo mad now, and I have to go to work, thats bullSHIT!!! I know Im gonna regret saying this later but right now... I wish I had a PERFECT boyfriend:(

JEANNETTE

Thu, 13 May 2004 18:33:35 GMT

PASSIONATE LOVER. You love to love, always looking
for a relationship. You cannot live without it.
Your lover must be passionate and you want
that you and your partner melt into each other.
He/She should not try to take the domination .
You dont want a relationship without passion,
and the sexuality plays a big part. The first
moment you meet him/her is one of the most
important. There has to be something between
you , you cannot explain. From the first moment
on everything must fix. But when this passion
disappears you disappear to. For you it is
better to leave than to see your love
restrained.

Hmmm interesting, am I passionate...I dont know. Does anybody know any cool websites to go to?

<333JEANNETTE

Ay, I miss my boyfriend!!!

Thu, 13 May 2004 15:44:19 GMT

He's coming back today, but then he's leaving again tommorrow how sucky is that?...its all good though just cause he's gonna go play at a baseball tournament, and he loves baseball:) + he looks HOT in the uniform.

Yesterday, I stole my lil' twin sister cause she was slaving away doing homework and took her to watch Mean Girls with me...it was Great! we were late so we didnt get to buy popcorn and stuff so we bought it after the movie...And we had to sneak into another movie to eat the food we bought, so we watched like 1/2 of 13 going on 30.....................Then we went to Sonic and on a MISSION to get to the spots that Matt and the guys have in the desert, and get home safely...MISSION COMPLETED*................... It was funnny cause we got all freaked out when we got to the Blair witch one cause there was a weird looking bird just staring at us sick, and we were in the desert by ourselves so we ran in the van and took off.

I hate Nova-net!!!This teacher doesn't like me cause he didnt like Matt last year, isnt that retarded...Mr. Rodriguez is a bitch!

<333JEANNETTE

Mon, 10 May 2004 23:08:12 GMT

Ok...the picture thing didnt work. well feliz dia de las madres. Damn! I have alot of homework...why do they make us work still? we are seniors. Matt went to Albuquerque today and he's coming back on wed. So it looks like I am gonna have to do my homework. I miss him already:( God Im such a BRAT!

JEANNETTE

IT WAS JUST TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE....

Sun, 09 May 2004 20:26:27 GMT

ME AND MY LOVE AT MY HOUSE

MY BABE

THE GIRLS:CRYSTAL, APRIL, GINA, SANDRA, CLARISSA, JENNIFER, AND ME AT THE HOTEL

APRIL, CLARISSA AND ME

BY THE WAY EVERYONE LOOKED FUCKING SEXY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS IS HOW A PERFECT NIGHT GOES DOWN THE DRAIN.............................. WE WENT BACK TO THE DANCE AND THEY CALLED THE PROM "COURT" TO THE FRONT, SO I GAVE MATT MY CAMERA AND LEFT WITH CLARISSA...WE WERE IN THE FRONT FOR LIKE 10 MINUTES (I SAW SOME OTHER GIRL WEARING THE SAME DRESS AS ME) AND THEN THEY DID THE CORONATION..................................CLARISSA WON:).................................I GO BACK TO SIT DOWN AND MATTS GONE, SO I GO CRAZY LOOKING FOR HIM AND IT TURNS OUT HE GOT PISSED OFF "CAUSE I JUST LEFT HIM THERE"......................................................................... SO I REALIZED HE WASNT EVEN THERE WHEN THEY ANNOUNCED WHO HAD WON...SO I STARTED CRYING CAUSE I REALIZED HOW FUCKED UP THAT WAS:...( AND HE GETS EVEN MORE MAD...THIS WAS LIKE AT 10........................................................................................... WE SPENT THE WHOLE NIGHT FIGHTING IN HIS CAR , I GOT OVER IT AND MADE HIM GO BACK INSIDE TO TRY AND DANCE AT LEAST ONE SONG, BECAUSE THATS THE WHOLE POINT OF GOING.............................................................ANYWAYS HE WAS STILL MAD AND DIDNT WANT TO DANCE, SO WE WERE JUST STANDING THERE LIKE DUMBASSES WHILE EVERYONE ELSE WAS DANCING AND HAVING FUN......I WAS SO MAD. SO THEN IT FINISHED AND WE WERE JUST THERE LIKE DUMBASSES.......................................................................WE JUST WENT INTO ONE OF THE HALLS AND SAT DOWN ON THE FLOOR, HE WAS ALL SAD AND MAD BECAUSE HE RUINED OUR ONLY PROM. HE KEPT ON TELLING ME HE WAS SORRY.......................... I WAS ABLE TO SAVE THE REST OF THE NIGHT BY TELLING HIM ALL THIS STUFF AND JUST BEING CUTE, BUT I WAS JUST FAKING ALL OF IT CAUSE I WAS REALLY SAD........................................................................................IT JUST FUCKING SUCKED, IT WASNT SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE THAT, I WISH I COULD TAKE IT ALL BACK, LIKE I SWEAR I WAS ABOUT TO BREAK UP WITH HIM ..........................................................................IT GOT BETTER AFTER THE DANCE, WE WENT TO A COUPLE OF AFTER PARTIES AND THEN JUST WENT HOME, WHICH WAS THE BEST PART OF THE WHOLE NIGHT:) DAMN, WRITING ALL THIS MADE ME MAD ALL OVER AGAIN...FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*******************JEANNETTE***********************